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Monday, April 10, 2006

hmm havent blogged in a long time
my life basically for the past two wkends has been
sat red cross
sun slp whole day
hahaha.sch is gettin too mundane for me
hw everyday test every nw and then
its juz so urghh
i long for a break everyday
and i go to sch to look forward to the end of sch
i really dun wanna join any internal cca!
im sad for givin up council
but at least i noe i made the right choice in not applyin
coz my time management skills sucks,i would juz end up killin myself
im juz so mentally drained from everythin
tt i cant even be bothered to study most of the time when i come home
i juz plopped on the bed
the timetable juz sucks.sch hrs are so darn freakin long
so diff from sec sch.half the day in sch half the day in bed nw
i juz recovered from my fever and sore throat last wk
but i got my sore throat back after wrcd

been feelin quite emo the past few wks
i juz dun feel like talkin some of the times to some ppl
and im sorry esp to pam
coz she gets the brunt of my tyrantness
i pmsed like most of last wk
screamed and shout at her
hope ill get to see all 8 of them this sun at nicky's

List 10 things you want to say to people but know you never will
Don't say who they are---
1. i'm sorry
2. i still love you as much as i ever had
3. all of you mean alot to me!
4. it hurts me alot when i hear things about you from ppl
5. i tried every means to keep you close
6. i'm sorry we drifted apart over the years
7. i hope our friendship would remain for as long as can be
8. i don't ever want any of you to leave me
9. i hate how you're always on my mind
10. i hate how i can't say all these things to you

tag replies:
bev: u den rebel la is i suay ok.bleahh
david: stop tryin to rhyme like chan yong jie.mad ppl.
brose:not funny ok.bleahh.next time we can all go home tgt!xp
yh:yesyes yh.i noe u love sayin baris sediya,i cant stand sch la.lol
terri: thanks! xp
pam/lammyjie/gela
tricia:changed xp
enshao: u take care too!did u get into any poly?!yes linked u
lixuan:i was so bored alone!hahah.links call me auntie leh im so sad.
sheryl:yea like FINALLY!
dee:yes of coz my dear i rmb u!xp.next time u come back to spore u muz rmb to call all of us out yea.mwahh
ds:hey why always tink of my blonde moments.juz tink of me its enough.lol.
denise:see i updated!heehee

laleeee ;
x 6:55 PM